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OMG. Im tired of all this bullshit. Guys and relationships are pissing me off ! Im inlove with two guys and one royal pissed me off last night. Apparently hes done with me and Im dead to him. Well, he means nothing to me anymore. He can have his stupid necklace back, and give it to his new Toy that hes seeing now. Im tired of his shit. If he says Im dead to him, I dont want to be alie in his eyes, because he no longer exists in mine. He can go fuck his new slut for all I care. I hate him. I hate this place, I wish I had never moved here. I wish I had never met him, and his stupid stupidness ! Ugh. I just want to forget him.
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I don’t know if this has ever happened to you, but this weekend, or Saturday I recently met two children that just so happen to be my own siblings. Apparently in total I have three. The two above are Zachary and Chloe, the third is well, I don’t know how to spell her name. We all have different mothers except for Chloe and Zach. I’m 16,the other girl is 13, Zachs 9 and I can’t remember how old Chloe is. I’m the oldest. Its so weird thinking that. I’ve been an only child since well, since I was born. And now I’ve got think about the fact that I have three younger siblings. Its pretty ridiculous. They look nothing like me either! Jeez my SISTER has Melissa hair XD And they both have crystal blue eyes! Like my dad.
I’m the oldest, and of us three I’ve got dark brown hair and hazel eyes. XD I feel like the odd one out.
But they’re sooo nice :) And pretty funny. And oddly they don’t fight as I always imagined siblings fighting. Zachs very proctective of his sister. They both play football too. And watch the Discovery Channel. XD AMAZING.
But yeah, hopefully I’ll see them again. I miss them already.
Haha :)
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Why does everything have to always go wrong?
Hmmmm? Would someone please tell me?! Why does everything, no matter how strong, how long it lasts, goes wrong?
All my life,I’ve had people leave me. I get it that boyfriends leave, and Kristopher was no exception, but I’m glad hes gone. That was predictable. Sort of. Then you know, you think everything’s fine, new boyfriend, new home, new life. Then BAM, something you never expected. Something that doesn’t see to make sense. When you’re used to being abandoned and this happens and it shakes you,it’s different,it hurts. You think well, that’ll get better,don’t worry Mom. Fucking bullshit. They never last.
And now,I’m faced with the gruesome question….or well, the answer my mother will give. Will we move? To Gaspe. God,if you are real. KILL ME. You are truely not a just diety. Thank goodness, one does not need to believe in you.
It’s sad to think I’m kinda used to this…that I should be stronger. More stoic. After ten years though, it’s hard not to shed a tear.
I don’t want to move to Gaspe. I should know everyone but I don’t. If it means leaving Marco,I don’t want to know them. Doesn’t matter that they’re family. I don’t know any of them anyway. That doesn’t matter anyway, I don’t want to leave my friends, and my love. If I left Montreal ( Mascouche ) I’d be leaving my heart behind. It would be painful, I wouldn’t break up with him. It’ll just be hard not seeing each other as often as we want.
I think I’ve ranted enough, and I know it’s probably only gonna be Amanda and Amy reading this. Oh well. Thanks for listening? XD
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Please ask away. :)
(via owlworks)
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jetaimeeee bebe (L)
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I have freckles….ughhhhhhhhh. :(
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LOOK AT MY EYE. IT IS GREEN. and well brown….but it sooo weirddd !!!
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Me and mon amourrr. <3 He looked so hansom, at least to me ^^
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PROM WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I love these people sooo much ! Definately one of the best nights of my life. Even if we couldnt find a McDonalds downtown!
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Le’s go!!
HABS game tonight!
We have to win or we done!!
LETS GO HABS!!! <3
